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hey.. [Tuesday
November 22nd, 2005 ]
[ mood | calm ]

watcher-winter solstice


The stubble on my face engraves my lack of compassion
I'm counting the grass blades to pass the time
Queen-sized comfort awaits my tired eyes
Remember me?
I'm your satire's locksmith
You referred to the way of the sword as hope
Despite the blade in your back
Two days pass and there is still no sign of the sun
But your wait calmly playing checkers with your gut instinct
On the contrary to the heart's self-imprisonment
Your horse shoes fall like hail
I hear your name in the wind my collapsible heart skips a beat
You remain in my head only as a bitter-sweet memory
I've given up sleep
So I can pray for you
Day by day, I bite my tongue
The mental song is sung out loud
It shakes the ground beneath you

alice is love and boy do i love her soo much..

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hey [Thursday
September 1st, 2005 ]
[ mood | i dunt know.. ]

hey..yeah my day was pretty good..i went to alices this morning and when i got there we took a shower together and did some stuff in the shower.haha.it was fun..then we went to the movie store and we rented some movies...we rented the darkness,stigmata,and ummm urban legend bloody mary...we watched the urban legend movie when we got back while we were eating..and now like always im getting bitched at for nothing so im just gonna go now and not talk about it cuz i dunt know who reads this so yeah...i love alice soo much more than ne thing ever..bye


Michael and Alice

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hey [Wednesday
August 24th, 2005 ]
[ mood | happy ]

i am ken.hear me roar bitches.

 

 

i love u sooo much alice

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[Tuesday
August 23rd, 2005 ]
[ mood | extremely bored.. ]

hey everyone....yeah i decided to update cuz im realy bored...god it so fuckin hot in here its not funny...im about to die of a heat stroke or something...i miss alice alot right about now...it sucks cuz im not gonna get to see her until like 2 something probably....i wish school didnt start so soon...school sucks ass...the only cool thing about school is getting to see my friends...and the most important thing about it is getting to see my baby...oh yeah i died my hair...its like a dark brown with like a tint of red..its chestnut brown..lol..alright well im gonna go now...i love alice forever and always till the end...bye

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hey.. [Sunday
August 21st, 2005 ]
[ mood | fuckin hott... ]

yo yo yo homies...ummm not much to say...me and alice went to see the skeleton key yesterday...it was good but not as good as i expected...and there was no ending just to let everyone know...oh yeah and the other day i got over alices at like 7ish and her mom made us pancakes and hyrup...woo hoo...and then another day we ate french toast and hyrup...woo hoo....ok well thats its...i love alice soo much...bye

does it cost me scarring if the words stay true

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hey [Monday
July 11th, 2005 ]
[ mood | cool... ]

hey...umm yeah alice just left and i was kinda bored so i decided to update this since i hardly ever do...today was an ok day i guess..well for the most part...tomorrows gonna be pretty cool though i guess cuz im goin to the beach with alice and her parents and we're gonna go swimming and i finally get to see alice in shorts..haha..shes taking a big step...haha...hmmm what else to talk about..my tooth kinda hurts..i need some more tylenol or something before tomorrow..i wonder if i can get like 5 or 10 bucks..i doubt it though but hey its worth a try...ummm alright well i guess im gonna go now and try to find something else to do..i love alice soo much..tootles.lol

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[Friday
July 8th, 2005 ]
[ mood | sick ]

god im soo bored...my space is being gay and wont let me sign in so ya know i have nothing to do..and i bet alice is worried out of her mind again cuz some one left the phone off the hook and the battery went dead so yeah i cant call her yet...but other than that im doing good...well all except for my throat hurting....alright well im gonna go now and i will ttyl...i love u soo much alice...bye

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[Wednesday
June 15th, 2005 ]
[ mood | i dunno ]

hey everyone...ummmm im bored...and in one of those moods where i decided to write in my journal...yeah alice is coming over in about and hour so thats kinda cool but im kinda upset cuz she doesnt seem like shes in a very good mood and when shes not in a good mood it puts me in a bad mood.....

Here you stand seething with guilt
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness
the one thing that I cannot give

Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking choking
down the embers

I can give you freedom from your guilt
with a flick of my wrist onto yours
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile
I can give you death with the look upon my face

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy
with no last kiss and no regrets
you don't deserve good bye
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no good bye.

Here you stand seething with guilt
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice

With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your
lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end

(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
But this table for one has become bearable
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
And you let this one person come down, come down
I cherish you...I cherish you
Just say you would do the same for me
Just say you would do the same for me
Say you would do the same
Just say you would do the same for me
For as much as I love Autumn
I'm giving myself to Ashes


umm alright well i guess ill be heading away now...i love alice...bye

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damn phone... [Saturday
June 4th, 2005 ]
[ mood | i wanna talk to my babe.... ]

god this is so gay...my phones being stupid and i bet my babe is worried to death about why im not answering.god damn phone..well im gonna go and get ready cuz we gotta go pick her up soon...so ill ttyl...i love alice forever and always till the end...bye

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bitches [Monday
May 30th, 2005 ]
[ mood | but my tooth hurts ]

hahahaha.my layouts better than yours....i love my alice...

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[Saturday
May 28th, 2005 ]
[ mood | i have a tooth ache ]

hey everyone...sorry about the lack of updates...hmmm lets see over my time of not updating a whole lot of stuff has happened..like last weekend i went to the y101 birthday bash and i had such a good time...and towards the very end i met up with 3 of the guyz from underoath and they signed my shirt and i got a pic with them.thats so fuckin cool...hmmm...my band is going pretty good we have like 3 shows lined up so ya know..and today im going to disruption(which today is called virginia's 1st annual core fest)so thats should be a lot of fun..alright well enough writing for me today.i love you so much alice more than ne thing ever baby.bye

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what alice likes to say..... [Tuesday
May 10th, 2005 ]
[ mood | alice is here.. ]

im gonna shit on ur chest

u hippo

dook dook

poopsex

penis

stink butt

u nasty(with an accent)

eat my butt



i love my alice..

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hey [Tuesday
May 10th, 2005 ]
[ mood | i dunt know ]

hey.umm sorry about the lack of updates but ya know not too much is going on.i went to disruption on saturday and it was the best one ive been too(ive only been to 3 though.haha)but yeah we met these guys from roosevelts plan and they kicked ass and they gave tons of free stuff.*michael likes free stuff*im so retarded.alright well i g2g cuz i really dunt have much to talk about.i love u alice.bye

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[Friday
May 6th, 2005 ]
[ mood | but still ok.. ]

hey everyone.sols are finally over and i got my report card yesterday and it was so crappy.but we're not gonna discuss it.haha.the show tomorrow is gonna be so sweet.i cant wait.i wonder what im gonna do all day today cuz alice is coming over.ummm well i dunt have much to write about i just thought id update this for the hell of it.so im gonna go now and ill talk to yall later.i love u sooo much alice.bye pplz

*forever,your eyes will hold the memory*

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hmmm.. [Monday
May 2nd, 2005 ]
[ mood | i get to see alice-poo ]

hmmmmmm.i wonder how today is gonna be.i hope its a good day.i have 5th pd sols today but thats ok cuz i dunt have an sol in that class so ill be alright.my next sols isnt until wed.and thats my last one.yeah my weekend was ok.but it couldve been alot better.seeing my baby made it good.other than that it sucked.the show on friday was alright.the bands sucked except for in lovin memory.they were kick ass.and dancing with richie was fun.oh and ya cant forget about the redneck thing me and richie did that was great.haha.well alrighty im gonna go now and ill talk to yall later.i love u soo much more than ne thing ever alice.bye


*emotionless grey skies bleed somber tears of sorrow*

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howdy [Thursday
April 21st, 2005 ]
[ mood | ummm.really bored ]

howdy everybody.yeah im in tech drawing now and im bored as hell.everyone is doing something constructive or something and im just sitting here doing absolutley nothing.haha.i just wanted to say i love alice soo much and i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wanna leave her.i love u alice.bye pplz

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howdie [Wednesday
April 20th, 2005 ]
[ mood | ummmm... ]

howdie.ummm i just wanted to tell alice i lover her.bye

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hey [Tuesday
April 19th, 2005 ]
[ mood | stinky.haha ]

hey everybody.i just got back from bowling with matt alice and angel and of course matt beat me but hey whats new.haha.gosh my feet are stinkin so bad.i would hate to smell them shoes at the bowling alley.haha.the ones i used probably killed someone or something.lol.i cant wait until tomorrow.my alice gets to come over and im soo happy too.lol.i miss her so much even though i just left her like 30 mins ago.lol.god i love her soo much,more than ne thing,and shes all mine so none of yall pplz out there try and steal her from me cuz i like i said shes mine..ALL MINE..haha.sols start next fucking tuesday.that sucks soo much.not only to i have to be in the same classes for two hours but i dunt get to see alice as much.

God this picture is sexy

alright guys well im gonna go now and find something else to do.oh and alice if u read this i love u soo much and i cant wait until after school.i love alice soo much more than ne thing ever.bye

*can u feel u heart beat racing can u taste the fear in her sweat*

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hey [Tuesday
April 19th, 2005 ]
[ mood | i dunt know.haha ]

hey everyone.umm yeah yesterday was pretty cool some new things happened.lol.i wont go into details though.hmmm.im gonna have to make up an excuse to why i dunt have my project in art today cuz i forgot to do it yesterday.damn my eye itches really really bad.i wish i could see my alice today after school but she has afterschool sol stuff but thats ok i guess cuz this week is the last week of it so ya know.i cant wait until the birthday bash.its gonna be so sweet cuz i get to see underoath and a static lullaby.its gonna kick so much ass.i dunt even care about the main band(sum 41)i just wanna see underoath mostly.umm alright well im outta things to talk about and im thirsty so im gonna go now and ill talk to yall later.i love alice forever and always till the end and i never wanna leave her.bye


*maybe love will find us again.for there is always tomorrow*

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hey [Friday
April 15th, 2005 ]
[ mood | really really hungry ]

hey everyone.im so tired this morning.like i woke up at 5:30 got a bath and then went back to bed until 6:10.haha.im so lazy.yesterday was pretty cool.david shot two birds with the pellet gun.and then b4 that i went to chesterfeild towncenter with my cupcake and we went to hot topic so alice could get her outfit for tonight(the sadie hawkins dance).she looks sexy in that outfit.lol.i like it alot.i gotta take two tests today.that sux so much.i got one in history and one in tech drawing which i was supposed to take yesterday but didnt cuz me conner and zach went to help mrs kennedy and various teachers move their books and i didnt get back into class until 2:02 and i left at 12:38.haha.i missed a pd and a half.i cant wait till i get to see my babe this afternoon.hmmm.i gotta go in a min so cuz i need to call her.damn i gotta get my birthday bash tickets soon unless we're buying them at the show.alright well im gonna go now and i update later maybe.i love alice soo much more than ne thing ever.bye

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